My friend Elisabeth introduced me to a song. We were both kind of in the same spot this week as we were concentrating more on raising support than our relationship with Jesus.
Here is part of "Wedding Dress" by Derek Webb. You should check it out.
..."I am so easily satisfied
by the call of lovers so less wild
That I would take a little cash
Over your very flesh and blood"
I'm doing much better this afternoon. I'm back on track. God's face--that is what I am seeking and all the other things are just not as important.